Lyrics

Lord I asked you to give me a sign

To help me get my sorry ass in line

Well I guess you thought I needed, an atomic bomb

To go off, inside of my heart


I prayed help me with the drinking

The drugs and the lies

Please send my ambition, can you overnight

And morning after morning, it never came

Eventually I forgot, who it was to blame


He said “You are an I and your body is your's,

And you can try to be a Saint while being a whore

You been selling your soul, to fading light

Do you really think I don’t want you to get it right?”


He said “Fear is just a word, and the word is a thought"

And I pushed it all away man, and I got caught

With my heart open wide, and my mind clenched tight.

I refused to think that I even needed to try


Well I’m a little baby blue if you don’t know by now

And I can’t love myself cause I don’t know how

I been searching so long, and I ain't proud

I been praying to the sky, while kissing the ground


Well I learned my lesson now I’ll never sit still

It’s not like I ever was in love with it

I just hated myself, so I stayed the same

And at the end of my life their will be no body left to blame